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Helping Patrick (Free Writing By Me)

This is very recent from me. It’s a free write, but I plan to do something with it. I just need to work on some brainstorming. Enjoy!

Gavin woke with a start. He couldn’t figure out what had woken him up so suddenly. Looking at the clock he realized it was 4 in the morning. He hadn’t even been asleep an hour. His thoughts of frustration were interrupted by a small sound.
Psst
Gavin looked around trying to figure out where it was coming from. He looked around frantically with the sound repeating every few seconds.
On your nightstand, you asshole!
Shocked at the words, he instinctively looked towards the nightstand to find a small blue ladybug. He was puzzled. It took him a moment to realize it was the being speaking in his head.
What or who are you?
It’s me, Patrick!
What the hell happened to you?
I pissed Lanie off.
And just how did you do that?
Is that really important?
Umm… being that your a ladybug, I’m going with yes.
Okay. FINEEE. So she was being her usual snotty self and I mocked her a little bit and she told me I was an ass.
And?
And I rolled my eyes. She didn’t like that and so she huffed at me.
That’s it?
There might be more.
Out with it!
So she told me to stop making fun of her.
Oh no.
And I said “What are you gonna do about it? Turn me into a bug?”
Patrick, you know she’s the most advanced witch here.
I may have forgotten that point.

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Two Hearts Connected (Poem By Me)

Two hearts connected
Will never part
No matter the distance
No matter the part


Two hearts connected
Beat as one
Break as one
Sing as one

Two hearts connected
Treasure each other
Among all others
Among all things

Two hearts connected
Are stronger than one
Are stronger than distance
Are stronger than time

Two hearts connected
Cast away hate
Cast away malice
Cast away jealousy

My heart is yours my love
Your heart is mine too
Forever our hearts will be
Two hearts connected

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Confused (A Poem By Me)

I don’t know how somebody can affect me so much
One day they make me happy
Another they can make me feel low
I miss them when they don’t talk to me

I long for their touch when they aren’t around
My heart beats fast when they touch me, kiss me, or hold me
I feel faint when they say my name or talk to me
I’ve never felt this way before

It’s like being lifted to the highest cloud
It’s like being kissed by the highest of angels and blessed
It’s like pure bliss
I go to speak though, no words come out of my mouth

I don’t know what to say
I get flustered and nervous
I’m afraid to make them run away
Am I going crazy?

Am I falling in love?
Is it too soon?
Is it too fast?
If so, why won’t my heart give me a break and let me just enjoy

Why does it want something that just can’t happen right now?
What do I do?
Where do I go?
Who do I turn to?

I’m so scared
Maybe I can keep it all to myself and never let him know
Maybe one day it’ll slip and I’ll find that maybe he feels the same way
Is this how Juliet felt about Romeo?

I can’t wait to see you again though
I will wait until the day you feel exactly the same I do
Are you the one?
Did God send you to me?

Shanna’s Story Part 3-The Conclusion

It was at this event that she realized she’d never be comfortable in her own skin unless she embraced all of her. She met a girl named Lynn. She and Lynn connected immediately. She wasn’t able to keep her mind off Lynn. Shortly after the event ended, Shanna came out as bisexual. She never felt freer.

Several months after the event, she couldn’t get her mind off Lynn. She had several discussions with Zane about this. She felt blessed to have him in her life. She could tell him anything and everything and he’d support her. She was free to explore women now thanks to him. They had even talked about having an open relationship to an extent.

Lynn and Shanna kept in touch. Eventually the subject of sexuality came up. It was very deep and heartfelt. Shanna realized she’d never be able to tell Lynn how she really felt. Lynn was very happy in her marriage and family life. She’d never do anything to change that for Lynn.

Lynn and Shanna remained good friends. The conversation that they had never got brought up again. Shanna struggles with herself and where to go from here. She has spent most of her life hiding who she was and now she doesn’t have to. It is a struggle she faces every day.

Shanna spends every day wondering how different her life would have been had she not been afraid to be who she was. She wonders how many people’s life she could impact and change if she tells her story, so they don’t life their life in fear like she did.

Shanna is happy. She has no regrets about how she’s living her life. She looks forward to what her future holds. While she thinks that things would have been drastically different had she been comfortable in her skin much earlier in life, she realizes that it’s not too late to change things.

Shanna’s life isn’t perfect. There are still many things that she could do to improve. She’s happy though. She’s excited about things that will happen in her future. She is confident and hopeful that things will happen her way. She’s confident that she will meet somebody that is the perfect fit for what she’s looking for.

She’s not fully comfortable with herself. She grows more comfortable in her skin every day. She also realizes that not everybody is going to fully accept her for who she is. She’s okay with that. She realized after she came out that those who are meant to be in her life will stay in her life.

One of Shanna’s biggest dreams is that she can tell her story to anybody who will listen. That she can make it known that she is there if anybody needs to reach out. Growing up, Shanna felt alone and scared. She felt she had nobody she could open up to about how she felt. She would never want that for anybody. She will try to help as many people as she can to keep her from feeling the way she did.