Tell about the last time you cried.
The last time I cried was in Savannah. Most of my life, I have went through the motions where certain things are concerned. I observed how couples were and I mirrored it so to speak. I thought something was wrong with me. I thought many horrible thoughts about myself growing up. Things changed for me. I won’t get into the details, but I found that I’m not as emotionally numb as I thought I was. I can feel certain things. So, my last night there I cried. Hard. I cried for finally experiencing something I thought I’d never get to. I cried for losing that moment so quickly. I cried because my whole world was changed forever and there was nothing I could do about it. I just cried. Once I was done, I realized it was the first time I truly cried since my sister died. I feel like this is the first step to recovery. It’s also the first step to finding me and what my heart desires.